TEACHER FEATURES
Amanda Hansell
In January of 2003, Betsey announced in the newspaper the Grand Opening of Garden of the Heart Yoga Center. I was working for a public relations firm and one of my responsibilities was to review the paper. I saw the notice, realized that it was close to where I worked and cut it out for myself. The announcement went in my day planner and I forgot it. In August of that year it fell out of the planner, I picked it up and thought I should call. On the first ring, Betsey answered the phone. That week was free samples at the studio and I was welcome to come the next evening and try it out. Vesna made the first experience one I wanted to repeat for the rest of my life. In February of 2004, at the age of 34, after only six months of doing yoga, I got pregnant - something I had believed was impossible. My mom still says it was because I became aligned properly (and she isn’t a yogi!). I learned to do handstand before my son Phoenix was born in October!

My mom and entire family will tell you that I was dancing before I could even walk. I love to move and was always considered to be ‘flexible’, but that wasn’t actually the case. I am considered double jointed and everything that wasn’t supposed to move was actually doing the ‘stretching’. I moved to Orlando and worked for Disney World for twelve years. The position that I held the longest and loved the most was in the character department doing stage shows. Those days proved to take a physical toll on my body with three herniated discs, painful knees, and severe neck and shoulder pain. Those things never mattered because I got to use all of my crazy energy and make people smile. To this day I work to recreate that inner smile through my yoga. Not that its work, but true bliss every time I can see someone getting what I am trying to teach.

Yoga has proved to be a rebirth for my body. Not just because I had Phoenix, but because I learned to use my body properly through the principles of alignment. In 2007 I graduated from Betsey’s Yoga Teacher Training. I began, and continue to teach in Venice at a few different places, I am still working on becoming certified in Anusara, but feel truly blessed to have a home with a loving Kula, here at Garden of the Heart.

I always smile when I meet someone who doesn’t do yoga and they say that they could never be a pretzel. I tell them, “I hope not, because I don’t think you would taste very good.” All you have to be able to do in yoga is say yes to the possibility of change, yes to the possibility of personal growth and yes to all that life has to offer. I also like to remind them that unless they try something they never know what they are missing. If it hadn’t been for my saying yes, I may never have gotten my son, Phoenix. I might still be sitting in a public relations firm just surviving, instead of teaching yoga and thriving. Even if I don’t manage to do a drop back into my backbend without help, at least I took the time to explore the possibility.
Cheryl Chaffee
I took my first Anusara yoga class in 2004, and from that very first day I knew that I would teach yoga. It was as if my whole life had been leading up to that moment, and a big explosion went off in my mind and in my heart, and I knew that I had found my happy place. As a child, I learned ballet, took piano and guitar lessons, sang in choirs, and acted in the musical theater performances at school. As an adult, I never quite felt like I fit into the "typical" mold, being a strict vegetarian, homeschooling my children, and even taking my family out in the woods to live in a cabin for two years! For me, one of the beautiful things about yoga is that it does not ask you to fit any mold, it allows you to express and celebrate your unique-ness. It helps you to put aside the things you think you ought to be, and helps you accept what is happening in the present moment.

Many people say to me, "Oh, I could never do yoga, I'm not flexible enough." This always brings a smile to my face, since when I first started taking yoga classes, I could not touch my toes! Over the years, I have increased my flexibility as well as my strength, in both my body and my mind. Yoga has opened me to so many possibilities, it has taught me to take on challenges and it has opened my eyes to a more spiritual way of thinking. Recently, I have discovered kirtan, and am so happy to be combining my lifelong love of music with this new spirituality. It is another way in which I can help others to connect with the goodness in their hearts, to raise their vibration and consciousness, and to create more peace and joy in the world.
Cindy Turner
Little changes can lead to big changes, and that is how my story starts. I started taking yoga classes in 1998 because I had tight muscles from doing weights. I loved the deep stretches of the yoga poses, but also enjoyed the relaxing benefits of a regular yoga practice. Out of the blue, I was offered to teach a yoga class at a local gym; I did not realize that this would set forth a chain of events that would transform my life.

I took a weekend workshop with YogaFit, which gave me the skills to teach. I then began to experiment with other yoga systems, such as Iyengar, Ashtanga, Bikram, Tri-yoga & Kundalini. I noticed one of my students had beautiful form and expression to her poses and she told me that her teacher was Betsey Downing. I attended my first workshop with Betsey in May 2002. Because of Betsey's style and intelligence, I gained a new perspective and insight into my yoga practice. I decided to study exclusively with Betsey, as she was about to begin her first Immersion course and Teacher Training in Sarasota, FL.

I attended my first John Friend Workshop in Dec. of 2003. I was so impressed by his amazing ability to move and transform energy in a room and connect personally with a very large audience. He can genuinely inspire and help other people because of his strong spiritual connection. Personally, I had arrived at this weekend workshop very stressed and left with a whole new perspective of hope. I realized that there are choices in how to live your life.

Despite the obstacles of a single parent, I managed to complete Betsey's Teacher Training in July' 2005 and have had the privilege to study with a plethora of Anusara Certified Teachers at Garden of the Heart Yoga Center. I have traveled to study with John Friend and have met so many wonderful people. They all have inspired me with their wisdom, creativity and love. For the first time in my life, I know the direction I want my life to take.

Hopefully, with hard work and determination, I will become Anusara Certified over the course of the next year. As I enter the certification process, I will look on it as a “Life Affirming” time of transformation. This will be a true expression of my desire to grow as a person, a yogini. My wish and intent for the next five years are to offer my skills in service to others as a Yoga Therapist. I will remember John Friend's words at each juncture, “The only way you fail is if you give up.”
Jaye Martin
I've always been physically active. I ran track in HS, swam in college, and have always enjoyed skating, gardening, hiking, and canoeing since I was a kid. Of course, my career as a professional dancer was the most physically demanding thing I've ever done. Being a classical ballet dancer can be very stressful for the mind as well as the body...sometimes performing twice a day, rehearsing, and taking class in order to stay in shape and keep up technical standards. When not performing, sometimes I felt like I was at a constant audition with pressure to always look good and act vibrant and energetic even if I was tired or injured.... This was very important in order to be cast in good roles. In the ballet world it wasn't much about how you felt or whether or not you listened to your inner voice, it was about what you looked like on stage, performing and acting. I did some damage to my body. I was in subconscious denial of this for years. Thankfully, through yoga, the damage is revealed to me, sometimes it's repaired itself! When I look back, I see profound changes in my body since beginning yoga in 1998. These days I almost always feel good! If I don't, I'm very likely to listen to my inner voice and respond in an appropriate way. My body can move and express in ways it never did, I'm a better listener, more compassionate and WAY more balanced than ever in regard to my physicality.

Of course, Yoga is something much bigger to me than the physical. The reason I first came to yoga class was for stress relief. Working as a dancer was stressful enough, but then I was going through a divorce at the same time. I needed to be accepted, loved, just as I was. I needed to believe and know that I was good and worthy of unconditional love no matter what I looked like, no matter how I performed.   Yoga has brought all this and more to me. I especially cherish the heartfelt connection to all, the feeling of oneness, and that we are co-creators in this experience...in the universe. What a big blessing it is! And what a wonderful gift it is for me to teach, to help and empower others the way my teachers have done for me. Blessings and all love to all my teachers including the one inside of me!

Visit Jaye’s website to read more about Jaye and see his travel schedule
Lynne Buchanan
I have always been a positive, happy person with lots of energy, but I never really knew what I wanted to do when I grew up and was always seeking what would imbue my existence with greater meaning. During the course of my life, I earned advanced degrees in business, art history, and English and have been a gallery assistant, city government worker, teacher, and banker. I also raised three children, and part of the time as a single mother. I had many responsibilities, and I thought that taking the time to discover a path that would bring me true joy and a sense of fulfillment was a luxury I could not afford. Instead, I kept working at jobs that did not fit my personality. When I tried creative pursuits, I gave up too early because I never felt I would be good enough. There was always a sense of longing in my heart to be something else.

When I discovered Anusara yoga, my world changed. I learned to quiet my monkey mind and eliminate self-limiting beliefs. Daily practice taught me about commitment and the joys of accomplishing new poses after a lot of dedicated practice. I quickly perceived that discovering my true dharma was an obligation and not a luxury. I had always thought my role was to serve my family and community, but yoga showed me that to be truly of service to others we have to first better know ourselves. Since I have always felt a deep spiritual connection to nature, the concept that we should align ourselves with the flow of nature to step into the fullness of who we truly are really resonated with me. Seeing the deep order in nature as a reflection of spirit made me trust in something bigger, and realize that this order is always there to support us; that we each have everything we need to discover to follow our true calling in life. As my practice deepened and I came more into my heart, I felt increasingly joyful – as if I was coming home to myself. I knew I was on a path that I wanted to stay with for the rest of my life. I decided to become a yoga teacher, and help others find their way along the path of awakening.

In February 2011, I attended the Dancing with the Divine Workshop given by John Friend in Miami. His emphasis on creativity and our role as co-creators of the universe led to a major breakthrough in my consciousness. I connected with my lifelong desire to become a fine art photographer. Although I have studied art extensively and have been taking pictures for years, due to feelings of unworthiness and self-doubt, I kept my work hidden and never believed I could be successful as an artist. Practicing with John Friend and listening to him speak made those self-limiting beliefs disappear and I signed up for a photography workshop in the Everglades with Jeff Ripple and Clyde Butcher. I was motivated to move to a higher level of work and change from seeing myself as an amateur to becoming a professional photographer. The lessons yoga taught me about living with an open, receptive heart, looking for the divine in nature, believing the universe provides us with all we need to succeed, and the importance of good studentship also proved invaluable in becoming a photographer. From not knowing what I wanted to do, to pursuing two paths that so seamlessly mesh together with heartfelt dedication and devotion is very exciting and fulfilling. I am happier than I have ever been and feel blessed to have come in contact with amazing teachers and artists, and to have connected with my own inner teacher. When you pursue your dreams with passion, then you are aligned with the universe and amazing things will happen.
Paula Morris
I'm coming up on an anniversary. Five years ago, just after Labor Day, I was laid off from my full-time job, and the stress and setback of that unexpected action was the momentum and catalyst for my going to Garden of the Heart and trying yoga. What looked like a really bad turn of events at the time, actually was a Blessed course correction. That was September 2006. It was a call to do Yoga and I answered it.

With time on my hands I hadn't had before, and a dormant interest in yoga that had never before got off the ground, I dived into it fully. My background as a Pilates instructor and a classroom teacher for thirteen years found an easy relationship with yoga. Under the supportive wings of the Anusara Principles, the progressive syllabus, and the inspiring teachers that graced GOH, I advanced quickly in the asana practice and found an unexpected desire propelling me to the even greater challenge of teacher training. I already had well-developed spiritual, physical, and studentship muscles. Even so, I wasn't really sure I was ready to teach yoga but I wanted to try. In 2007, I immersed myself in yoga, completing my teacher training and registering with the Yoga Alliance by year-end. I was actually in no hurry to teach. I was content letting it all germinate for a while. But the call came anyway.

Several months later, GOH had a vacancy and Betsey Downing invited me to teach here. Out of almost no push of my own to do so, ready or not it seemed, here I must go. When Betsey asked me, there was no hesitation in my answer. From somewhere deep within me and with every part of me there arose a want I hadn't realized was so strong, a want to be part of that experience, to teach at GOH with that community. Though I had doubts I measured up, I answered the call. I said yes to that challenge too. So it was that in 2008 the Universe called on me to deepen my practice and teach Yoga.
Like approaching any advanced pose, mastery is not a smooth, straight line of immediate success, and applying what you have learned in order to teach others is like tackling a super-advanced pose. You're going to falter. It's going to be inconsistent and awkward, strong and weak in various places, and you may stumble far more often than you succeed at first. You may re-consider what you thought you wanted or what you thought was possible. But if you continue nonetheless, you grow as a teacher the same way you grow into mastery of a seemingly impossible pose: by applying courage, willingness, awareness, practice, perseverance, humility, failures, successes, and commitment. Along the way, you discover that to really do Yoga you must become Yoga. It’s more about what’s going on inside.

Which brings me to September 2011. On my fifth anniversary of doing Yoga, this is what’s been on my mind all year. I hear another call and it’s beyond doing, beyond even teaching. It's the call to Be Yoga in everything and every way I live. It doesn't cut out the other things I do, it includes everything I do and everything I am into my practice. It's an auspicious call on my fifth anniversary. I’m answering Yes to this one too.... maybe you'll join me in this alignment and we'll keep company in the community of our hearts.
Randall Buskirk
Once or twice a year, when I was a kid, a magician would come to town and do a show in the school gym. My friends and I had gotten interested in magic tricks and gimmicks you could carry around, coins that appeared and disappeared, objects that amazingly changed color. Pocket miracles. Soon we'd be able to read minds and predict the future, reveal or conceal secrets as appropriate. These things always worked at home in front of a mirror, but in performance they quickly turned mundane. Coins and cards dropped to the floor. Suave, adult patter provided with the tricks sounded even more ridiculous from a 12-year old. One day a real magician came who had the same kind of show that always cursed us-rabbits popped up at the wrong place, birds flew away, balls rolled across the floor. But we were out of class, so it was still great fun. After the show I went backstage and persuaded the magician to let me help him pack up his tricks. He relented and said, “Ok, kid, take this box out to the van.” He was surly and smoked a cigarette and argued with his wife who doubled as his lovely assistant. We packed the splintered plywood cases into the van and shut the door. He reached into his wallet and said, “Here's my card, kid.” I kept it for a long time, maybe even wrote him a letter. But no secrets were ever revealed. It wouldn't be the last time I was disillusioned.

I still searched for the magic. I longed to understand the mystery. I knew there had to be something else because I felt it so strongly. I shot basketballs and threw baseballs. I picked up a guitar and dragged it around and said “Show me that song,” or “How do you play that lick?” I read books and looked for the revelation in words. I studied physics and tried to solve the equations. I looked at paintings, at color and form. I drank a lot of beer, worked crap jobs, and had guns put to my head. I played in bands, wrote some stories, wrote some poems, wrote some songs. I searched for love and a place in the world.

And then one day I walked into a yoga class at a gym and practiced in my sneakers. I didn't know where I was, but it felt like home. I went back another time, then finally took my shoes off and dived in. Let me tell you, it's a deep pool. When I emerged I felt clean and good and my breath came easy and I felt alive like that for days. I wanted more of it. I felt connected to that mystery again, that I moved within it and it moved within me. It wasn't the mystery of darkness, but instead the mystery of light. And this light began to shine on those things I was still searching for, so that now they seem almost within reach, and if I stretch just a little farther…. See, I'm not sure how to talk about yoga, but if given a chance I'll talk all day. So just let me say come to the studio, come to the mat. Come home to your heart, wherever you are.
Stephen Gillum
When I was 19 my father was diagnosed with terminal cancer. I was devastated and angry with God . As I started to think about God and how does all of this work, I began to look at eastern thought. Even as a child I was fascinated with India and Japan. I was never able to buy into the God in the sky idea . I started reading books on Yoga and Meditation. They made sense in a very deep way,so I began to do asans breathing and meditation on my own, always thinking in the back of my mind that one day I might meet a Guru. I moved to Sarasota in 1975 after coming in contact with The Light of Yoga Society. They were building an Ashram so I decided to help, having a background in construction. They said I could live in the Ashram and meals would be provided if I helped build it. This sounded like a good idea to a young man in his 20s. So I found my self living and working at the Yoga Center on Orange Ave. They asked me to go to India with them in the summer of 1976. The next thing I knew I was in teacher training and living on a houseboat in Kashmir studying with Swami Laksmanjoo. This was a magical, wonderful time, learning Yoga under the stars on Dal Lake in Kashmir. This is also where I meet my beautiful wife to be Maureen . I continued training for three more years, living in the ashram ,returning to India three more times. I moved to Cleveland in 1979 where I taught for 11years. Meditation became my main focus. I studied and taught with Dr. Kulkarni, a Tantric master, who holds a Phd. In Chemistry and Sanskrit. I had always been drawn to Zen and started to meditate with the Zen Center in Cleveland which was connected with Dia Bosatu Mountain Monastery. wI I was able to go deep into meditation. Maureen and I moved back to Sarasota in 1999. She began to attend classes at The Garden of The Heart. I met several people here and feel drawn to teach my life’s passion meditation. I feel very fortunate to have found such a beautiful place with so many beautiful people to teach meditation again. My life has been very blessed and I sincerely hope that I can in some way help others to find the deep peace and joy I have found through my meditation practice. I feel it is what is needed in our busy lives and the best gift we can give the world. Happy Healthy People!

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